Sometimes I Just Want to Be Alone—Is That Normal? (Part 2)
Everyone needs a room of one’s own, some more often than others. In Part 2 of this series on the various states of solitude, clinical psychologist Dr. Ellen Hendriksen offers tips on how to tell the difference between satisfied solitude and fearful avoidance. Plus - how to ease your social fears.
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In Sometimes I Just Want to Be Alone—Is That Normal? (Part 1), we explored healthy and less-healthy ways of seeking solitude.
Confused about the difference between rejuvenating solitude and fear-driven avoidance? Here are questions to ask yourself and some tips to try:
Is Wanting to Be Alone a Problem?
1) How do you feel when the phone rings? Likewise, how do you feel when you are invited to an event? When someone wants your company or attention, pay attention to your reaction. If you experience dread, resistance, or physical symptoms like a racing heart, shallow breathing, or a clenched stomach, these may be signs of social anxiety or past trauma. However, letting that call go to voicemail because you are immersed in something else, or simply deciding not to answer the phone for a while is intentional, not avoidant.
2) When you get some time alone, how do you feel? If the answer is rejuvenated, energized, or otherwise positive, then rock on, my introverted friend. If the answer is “relieved,” look closer. “I don’t have to go to that party and feel awkward!” “I didn’t have to talk to him!” “Phew, no one noticed I wasn’t there.” Relief in moderation is typical, but consistently turning inward for relief may imply avoidance.
3) If you feel like you can only be yourself when you’re by yourself, here is a question: What would happen if others saw the real you? If the answer is something negative, then your job, your friends, your spouse, or whomever you’re performing for might be a poor match for the real you. A change may be in order. On the flip side, if you think “the real you” isn’t safe to display—perhaps you believe you’re broken, unloveable, or worthless—it may be time for some hard work with a qualified therapist you like and trust.
4) Overall, the biggest question to ask is this: Does time spent alone keep you from living your life? If you crave solitude only to escape from the world, this might be a red flag. But if time on your own helps you live your life, and you want to be alone because you are recharging your batteries, immersed in a solitary project, or genuinely enjoy your own company, close that door and do your thing!
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